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darkchoc
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
I feel really stupid.I got nagged again - the third time in 24 hours. And it's for really dumb things that I SHOULD'VE anticipated. But I didn't. My ex-Manager would've probably known to look out for these lapses, but I totally had no clue. Will foresight come from experience? What if I'm just that brainless?
I used to think that they need me around. But as I hobble from one minor glitch to another, I wonder if they aren't better off without me. I'm probably slowing them down.
It has been so long since a superior told me I was an asset. Maybe because it's been so long since I was one. I used to be so cherished, back in my little pond, but in this big ocean, I'm drowning. More and more, I feel like I don't have what it takes.
I can't see how I will develop the know-how of my ex-Manager, the brilliance of that AM or even the competency of an ex-Exec.
What am I doing here, walking among giants?
1 Comments:
Even giants start out small and grow over time. Be surer of yourself and just do it!
