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Sunday, March 05, 2006
"Fear leads to Anger. Anger leads to Hate. Hate leads to Suffering."Every time I read an email from her or mentioning her, I mutter evil, bitchy things under my breath.
~ Yoda
Then I chastise myself for being so unenlightened. A Jedi shall not know hate - nor anger etc...
I try to meditate on what I learnt during a recent visit to a Buddhist art museum: to let go of negative things.
But I still feel incredibly pissed off.
I hate her. I am threatened by her. I am jealous of her.
i want to be her???
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