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Monday, February 27, 2006
Happy Birthday Shaun! I'm making a big fuss about Shaun's birthday because I fear it'll be the first and last time I'll be able to do so. Last year's birthday, we were merely colleagues who barely spoke to each other. And by this time next year, we may not even be colleagues. And as sincere our intentions to always keep in touch, you know what they say: Out of sight, out of mind. 0 comments
Thursday, February 23, 2006
This film says, if the outside world wasn't there and no judgement or outside opinion about who you should love or can't love, would you still be loving the person that you love today? Or would you be making other choices in your life? - Jake Gyllenhaal "... as they were, on the hanger, entwined ... never wear them, put them on, or separate them" 0 comments
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
*sheepishly*Hi, everyone... I'm back. The past few days I've been taken over by the mad, bad PMS monster who turned me into an insane woman. I would have blinding rages against my colleague/innocent-bystander, followed by utter depression and crying in inappropriate places. But that's behind me now... I hope. I've never quite had a hormonal imbalance that severe and I pray I never will again. I really scared myself... 0 comments
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Thursday, February 16, 2006
I am angry.Last week Lesley, Shaun and I were having lunch and talking about how he was really stressed out over the blog project. He said, "I'm such terrible company nowadays, that I worry Em will get angry." Angry? Me? An angry Amy is not something that many people have seen. But what I did feel was upset. It was quite unbearable seeing him suffer. I also felt rather impotent because I couldn't help his situation no matter what I did. I felt lonely because he was too busy to spare a moment for me. After today's lunch, where he struggled to make conversation, I decided that it's best if I just left him alone. He is simply not up to social interaction right now. Maybe once the project is completed, he will be back to normal. And then, IT happened. He laughed. I have not heard that sound in (literally) weeks now. And he was laughing because he was having a fanboy moment with the new girl. The one he insisted that we should NOT befriend. *angry* I'm not so selfish as to deny him a much-deserved moment of joy. I just feel... dumb? useless? unwanted? 1 comments
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
Back to work today, after an exquisite day of self-indulgence.For a couple of hours yesterday I was infatuated with my new haircut and couldn't help but stare at every available reflective surface. Until I stepped outside and the wind blew it into the unredeemable mess it now is. But it was good while it lasted! :) I've been volunteered for ushering duties this evening and was freaking out until I heard the dress code was "Office Attire". So I just wore my usual (but slightly more presentable) clothes since I was running late this morning. Then my manager says to me, "So you're going to usher like that? ... Seems like they (the organiser) don't have an image issue." Ouch. Okay, maybe I should have spent more time choosing an outfit and just taken a cab to work. Or shopped for clothes yesterday. At this point, I must hug and kiss Lesley for being such a sweetheart. She rang me up immediately after hearing about that, just to cheer me up and reassure me that it's perfectly fine for me to be me. She is so sweet. *cue music: Christina Aguilera's Beautiful* Speaking of being sharply dressed, Shaun looks amazing today. WOW! He's wearing black from head to toe and his sleeves are not rolled up (very rare for him). I think that makes all the difference - it emphasises his broad shoulders and long limbs. And I've only seen him from the side, wonder if the front view will be equally devastating? Ok, back to me. I'm so tempted to run home to change, since the event venue is just a few minutes away from my house. Or maybe I can do some emergency shopping at Robinsons during lunchtime? 0 comments
Friday, February 10, 2006
Beanie moviesMovies I've seen The Island Flightplan Movie I hope to see North Country Movie I'm to scared to see The Dark 0 comments
Thursday, February 09, 2006
My BB post received what looks like a spam comment from Minny.That blog is interesting for 2 reasons: 1. I never knew male tennis players wore such bizarre outfits. I thought only the women pushed the fashion boundaries. 2. This cool website: 0 comments To SM, with deepest concern and empathy, To the tune of I'll Stand By You 0 comments
Monday, February 06, 2006
When its 3pm and you're falling asleep at work... A happy distraction, as long as noone's looking over your shoulder.page 1 page 2 page 3 page 4 page 5 Apparently, when it comes to Le Hauts-Maux = The High Evils indeed. 0 comments
This picture made me go all melty. And then all teary. A love that dares not speak its name. How freaking sad is that? 1 comments
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